I Wanna…

I wanna leave my place
I wanna get a new space
I’m too tired to walk in this darkness
I’m too bored to stay in this loneliness
I try and try
But I fail and fail
I can’t make it real
My smile is only a fantasy in my dream
My life is too complicated
I wanna cry
I wanna scream
I wanna run away
But I can’t do anything
I can’t change every bad thing
I’m so exhausted
Even I can’t make a move
I can’t stand living in such place like this
I wanna escape from my life
But I don’t know where I can find a better life
When can I get a real laugh?
Everything makes me mad
Everybody makes me sad
I can’t stand anymore
I wanna give up
I’m not able to stand up